Reflections
by Scott Langley
The weekend after Christmas I participated in a
retreat in Washington DC with a community I have become
close to as part of my experiences with Haley House and
the Catholic Worker Movement. The retreat is called
"Faith and Resistance" and it is with a wonderful and
inspiring group of husbands, wives, fathers, mothers,
elderly, youth, ordained ministers and lay people of
extraordinary faith and courage from all over the
Atlantic Coast region.
The three-day retreat involves sharing meals
together, praying, singing, reading, and also planning
and participating in various demonstrations around
Washington D.C. (hence the "resistance" part of the
weekend).
The flyer for this annual retreat (held during a
Christian remembrance called the "Feast of the Holy
Innocents") said this:
We invite you to gather - to reflect and to act
- On behalf of justice for the oppressed, the
abandoned, the murdered, and those left behind to
weep and mourn
- Against the injustice that plagues our planet, a
plague that finds so much of its origin in our own
government
- For righteousness for all the oppressed, the
abandoned, the murdered, and those left behind to
weep and mourn
- And to walk humbly with our God, knowing that it
is not our task to complete the work but that we
cannot shun our responsibility to fulfill our part.
In the months and weeks leading up to this retreat, I
spent much time in thought and prayer as a discernment
process of deciding in what forms I wanted my "faith"
and "resistance" to intersect. I knew that I was feeling
called to do something more than hold a sign.
One of our demonstrations during the retreat was at
the Pentagon. The Pentagon is the center of our nation's
killing machine - silencing the voices that strain to
cry out: NO MORE!
I knew that I wanted to protest against the United
States' military system that violates the universal
commandment of loving one's neighbor and not seeking war
against nation. The United States has long been the
perpetrator of suffering and violence for many, many
people across the world. Through our military policy, we
massacre the holy innocents every day.
The Feast of the Holy Innocents, which is remembered
on December 28 each year to mark when King Herod called
for all children under two to be killed, inspired Sister
Linda Ballard, my friend and mentor at Haley House in
Boston, to write the following: "Today there are too
many families and too many innocents struggling and
dying with no voices to cry out for them. Some lie dying
on the battlefields and in the cities destroyed by human
greed."
On Monday, December 29, I, along with my partner
Sheila Stumph, decided to use our own blood as our sign
of protest of what the Pentagon stands for - and to give
voice to the victims dying in the battlefields. At 7:00
am that day, with 75 others demonstrating in front of
the massive five-sided building, we poured our blood -
the blood of the holy innocents - on the pillars of the
Pentagon. We knelt in prayer as the blood dripped down,
awaiting our arrest. It was an act of faith, and at the
same time, an act of hope (I hope you will also read the
reflection I have written below).
Fifteen others were arrested with Sheila and I that
morning, mostly for protesting without a permit and
failing to disperse when ordered by Pentagon Police.
Sheila and I were given an additional charge because of
the blood and will go to trial on March 19 in
Alexandria, Virginia.
The use of blood as a symbol of my dissent with the
US military economy and its murderous policies comes
from a rich tradition that has been enacted time and
time again. We follow in line with a tradition of
non-violent resistance and protest that has been led by
priests, nuns, laity, and role models of the civil
disobedience movement (Martin Luther King, Jr., Gandhi,
Dorothy Day, Oscar Romero, Daniel and Phillip Berrigan,
and so many more).
The outcome of the March 19 trial is unknown. While
there is always a chance that the case could be
dismissed, the reality is that I may spend anywhere from
30 days to 6 months in jail. I knew this from the
beginning, and am ready to accept whatever the
consequences may be. This is a decision I have made - a
decision that Sheila and I have made together.
Regardless of if you support the political ideology
behind this action, the religious tradition, or the
tactic itself, I ask that you support me through
prayers, love, and understanding. I will need all of
this as I move forward in planning my court strategy and
for whatever awaits me beyond the trial. Support of
friends, family and community are very important to me.
I cannot do this alone.
With the love and peace of God in our midst,
Scott
Why I choose to use the symbol
of blood at the Pentagon:
Reflections from the weeks leading up to the Faith and
Resistance action
In this age of fear, terror, terrorism, and terror
alerts, I feel led to act. In this age of an increasing
dependence on - and faith in - military solutions, I
feel called to resist. In this age where the U.S. spends
$12,000 a second on military spending to offer a false
sense of protection and comfort, I feel the need to
risk. In this age where society worships the military
god, I choose to follow the God of Peace and the God of
Love.
The Pentagon has long been the center of our nation's
war machine - the place where workers work, decisions
are made, and money is spent. The sanitized, five-sided,
sound structure itself hides us all from the bloodshed
that the work of the Pentagon produces on the inside.
We, as a nation, are not supposed to see the
bloodshed of war - the bloodshed of our Defense - the
bloodshed of terror. The Pentagon's façade hides it. The
wars fought in far off places hides it. The manipulated
media loses sight of it. It is all packaged to us in
pretty little sound bites and Time magazine covers.
At Dover Air Force Base, the arrival point for all
U.S. troops killed overseas, a new $30 million morgue
opened this fall as part of our "War on Terror" budget.
Not a day since the war started in March 2003 has there
been no U.S. military remains there. Only the nine
full-time staff have witnessed the bloodshed of our own
soldiers brought home in body bags. There has been a ban
on news coverage of arriving bodies since the first Bush
Administration. It is a total media blackout. The public
is not allowed to see the bodies or the blood. And
unless you go to Iraq yourself, the chances are slim
that you will see one of the thousands of Iraqis slain
by U.S. military.
The bloodshed is hidden from our eyes. I choose to
witness by exposing that blood which largely goes
unseen.
To use the symbol of blood at the Pentagon is not
merely an "action" or just an exercise in speech or
expression. For me, it is grounded in a practice. The
symbolic gesture is my practice.
- It is a practice of denouncing an American
lifestyle that I no longer believe in, and that the
world can no longer afford.
- It is a practice of risking everything for the
experience of God's love.
- It is a practice of placing myself in God's
hands without reserve in boundless confidence.
- It is a practice of putting faith and belief
into action.
- It is a practice of sincerity and truth (Joshua
24:14).
- It is a practice of being all things, believing
all things, hoping all tings, and enduring all
things (Corinthians 13).
- It is a practice of giving voice to the
silenced, giving life to the dead, and giving
exposure to both the bloodshed and the lifeblood.
- It is a practice of personal responsibility.
- It is a practice of enacting solidarity.
- It is a practice of voicing dissent.
- It is a practice of spiritual penance and
spiritual nourishment.
- It is a practice of lightening the burdens of
the world.
- It is a practice of grieving and offering hope.
The pouring of blood is not with malicious intent,
not with angry vengeance, and not with criminal
mindlessness, but instead it is with grounded spiritual
mindfulness of these practices, in order to give life to
(and in hopes of redeeming) those whose blood has been
spilled by the commands of the Pentagon.
Just last week, on 22 December, Tom Ridge, secretary
of Homeland Security, announced, "The strategic
indicators... are perhaps greater now than at any point
since September 11th, 2001." The myth of the Pentagon's
military solution is once again exposed: all this war
making, war spending, and bloodshed, and not an ounce of
security has been gained.
Is our faith in war, violence and empire, or in
nonviolence, love, and God?
Risking arrest for me is the right thing to do -
right now. It is a tradition I want to be a part of, and
I feel led in this direction. I have a responsibility to
act, to be public, to not be easily dismissed, to give
voice, to witness, to believe, and to risk. After all,
what is faith without risk?
I have the support of my Haley House community, the
Atlantic Life Community, the greater resistance
community, my dear friends, my mother, my loving partner
Sheila, and only God knows who else. I am willing to
take this risk, and am willing to accept the
consequences, whatever they may be.
I have put a lot of thought, prayer, reading,
reflection, and experience into this decision. It is
surely never an easy one to swallow, but it is one I
feel called to live out.
Sheila and I chose to do this together, and for me,
this practice is an extension of our love for each
other, our love for the world, and our love for God.
The fact that we can both do this together with
tremendous inner and outer support, without the
obstacles of bills, children, sick parents, and all the
other practicalities of life, leads me to ask at this
point: WHY NOT?
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